23 JULY 09

just came back from school. dint manage to go to tuition because i have my very first librarian meeting and same goes to 52 new board of librarians. well they say they only want 45 so they might cut out 7 people and i am so scared of that.. will be one of them??? i don't know yet and wt- say my name for president??? luckily i dint get it if not i will kill that feller in a way. i miss my tuition and my dad is quite piss... he says if this continue then i will be dead and he was like saying good in your physics dy la no need to go arr??? i was like damn.... i will try to arrange with angel to go another class and angle please tell me you can teman me go for another class pls?? by the way this is the new president of librarians....
president: marie
n.president: yun shi
setiausha: felicia
n.setiausaha: firzanah
bendahari: esther

and all the other ajk's and ketua hari.. congrats congrats!!!! but i am really ad that my dad like kill me and now he don't like me to skip tuition... he doesn't like it at all... he says i am wasting money and blah blah blah.... sad.... i have chosen my duty on Monday same with hui pin and chrystine. majority the people duty on Monday i am not that close but that's the only day that i am free... i next year dunno how to die already!!!
1. i have four no five koku activities to attend
2. i don't know how am i going to die for permaianan as all the days have already been filled up.
3. tuition for physics how??

i just need to adjust my time properly and that is hard and next year some more spm... you see how i can die??? of course you cant because you don't know what am i experiencing right now!!! confuse, depress, tired but luckily tomorrow i can have a day off and wee~~ no need to go to school and on Monday damn it's sports talk our class turn.... i very scared they pick my name although the chance for us to getting it is 1/37 and that doesn't count the people that who are going to be absent and i cannot be absent because my duty starts on Monday... i just have to face it and i damn scared lo... i am really really terrified and now how??? that is me now, this month, today!