ITS official that i am free of exams this year!! and now i am ready to really dip myself into the world of entertainment!!! world of my joy!! hehehe... ^^ although my results are really bad and when i say its bad its really bad and yet haiz... but never mind i want to enjoy the freedom while i still can while.... next week start forum.. when i just starting to really enjoy here comes the forum... and penilaian koku and more!!! when is the time i can enjoy??? students cant really have fun you see but i will go nuts if i dont so i better have fun... today we suppose to duty in the library and M suddenly say no need and i was like =.= ... i feel so happy today!!! i am in the hyper mood!! i want to go and work and earn some money so that i can the things i want.... i want to go outing and i want to do what i want... here are the i want list :
1. i want to enjoy myself
2. i want to read lots of books before spm
3. i want to watch all the shows
4. i want to work
5. i want to ponteng
6. i want not to worry about anything
7. i want outing
8. i want to not get back results because i dint study
9. i want to be lazy
10. i want to play games
11. i want not to study yet
that is the i want list by now..... what is your i want list??? is it almost the same?? or its completely different??? is up to you..
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
21 OKTOBER 09
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
15 OCTOBER 09
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER for some of you but not for me!!! hey i am back after erm 2 weeks not online-ing and i cant take it anymore until next wednesday so i break the rule and online again!!! just for that accounts paper i have to study and not yet be free, still having a burden like that. i sometimes feel like not taking it but later somebody will kill me so i am sort of force to take it. haiz.. i need FREEDOM!!! i need some space to breath... after the exams i want to watch all the show online and read lots of books and most importantly relax!! i am so loving the show beethoven virus!!! i mean i must watch it!!! it had been really long time since i LOVE a show... well not really long because i love gossips girl, grey's anatomy and arghh so many but this show i like because its sort of different from others... and moreover its about MUSIC!!! how is my exams?? i will say i will fail... those are my last words.. tomorrow i will die also.... lalala....
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Monday, September 21, 2009
22 SEPTEMBER 09
I am currently facebook-ing.... during these holidays i have lots of things to do and i should spend my time more erm..... "berfaedah" but yet?? *sigh* doing my bio folio and only half-way through... haven't study yet.. its only 13 days left until the end-year exam!!! haiz... i want to go lompiak edi... and now i am currently blogging... what am i doing?? well because i feel that i am responsible to update this blog so i ma update lo.. LAME.. what am i going to do this holidays???
1. study study and study?? BORING!!
2. finish up my bio folio this is a must *sigh*
3. online sepaus-pausmya because most probably next week i wont online... and for the next 2 weeks!!
4. complete all my goals.. if possible...
13 days!! less than 2 weeks... its 1 week and 6 days... gosh cant believe time pass that fast... btw its a long long long time since i update my blog because :
1. i am lazy
2. i am busy
3. i have no time
4. dint thought about it
is these excuses relevant??? yes it is and that is why... LOL... i don't know when since i write a really swt post but luckily my post is not as swt as some others.... -.- cant expose their name because you have to read it for yourself... and to all my dear friends.. are you all really busy??? i don't know... its raya week and most of my friends balik kampung dy and some studying at home.. burry themselves inside books.. agreed?? i am sure YES!! and that's is all for now.. swt =.=
p.s if you read it, you know It " my new quote"
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
9 SEPTEMBER 09
ITS 090909...... its very hard to get this number again... not in a thousand year soon...... i am blogging today to introduce you people to a new song that i changed in my blog as you all have notice since last week if you read my blog.... anyway this new song is sang by marie digby if you all know who she is then good lo... she sang another song title say it again... this song may sound more familiar than the song in my blog.... the song in my blog is title spell...... in my opinion some of you may like this song but majority might not really like it because it sounds a little different than the songs that i think most of you listen... i like it because its kinda unique in a way and different from what my taste a little.... this is the lyrics that i will post it in my blog...
A spotlight's shining brightly
On my face
And I can't see a thing
And yet I feel you , looking my way
An empty stage
With nothing but this girl
Who's singing this simple melody
And wearing her heart on her sleeve
And right now...I have you
For a moment I can tell I've got you
Cause your lips don't move
And something is happening
Cause your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you.
Beauty emanates from every word that you say
And capture the deepest thoughts
In the purest and simplest of ways
But you see
I'm not that graceful like you
Nor am I as eloquent
But just a simple melody
Can change the way that you see me
And right now..I have you
For a moment I can tell I've got you
Cause your lips don't move
And something is happening
Cause your eyes tell me the truth
I've put a spell over you..
All my life I stumble
But up here I am just perfect
Perfect as i'll ever be...
last words??? enjoy... leave a command if you can
p.s if you read it, you know it..
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Monday, September 7, 2009
7 AUGUST 09
this is her... lim hui pin... once again happy birthday
p.s if you read my blog then you know it...
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
30 AUGUST 09
tomorrow is merdeka and tomorrow is the last day of holiday.... sobs!!!! i want to die dy... kerja amal moral report haven't done yet and i dont know how to do.... should i use the school one or should i use the spca???? i wrote my report halfway and then they all say better use the school one first.... sobs... and now last minute i cant find a picture from the school one and i cant print... i just printed the spca one... how???? i wana cry dy!!! and my bio folio i haven't done anything yet... not even a single word taip... i am so dead so does everyone that haven't touch and i can confirm it is me alone!! i am cursing things now because of the moral... i guess i just do lo... if got anything?? i just damn the thing and i just go die.....
p.s audrey you are using the spca??
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Friday, August 28, 2009
27 AUGUST 09
we went to spca to do out kerja amal.... i would say its kinda fun... first we took lrt to ampang and then we took bus to ampang point... only 50 sen... damn cheap and then we ate at little taiwan stall.. sorry i dont know the restaurant name and then we walk to spca... damn tired.. so-called 1 km?? i am not sure....



with the doggie


while waiting for hui pin's mum
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Sunday, August 23, 2009
24 AUGUST 09
holiday already and i am sure all of you are enjoying yourself one way or another.... :) i will be going tuition today... and i am bored that's why i am posting lol.... actually i have really nothing to post..... there is nothing interesting except i got to watch the mummy 3 on youtube!!! oo i love youtube people... i can watch lot of things there.. i have watch the mummy 3 and the other boleyn girl and twilight on youtube... only some movies can and some cannot so depends what movie you want to watch... why i youtube since i watch the movie already?? the answer is simply for fun... LOL... anyway i polish my nails and it was a disaster!!! now only i relliase that the pink is awful!!! i mean i dont like the colour!!! my first finger is ruined already by it so i decided to leave my first finger like that and i like the colour of my baby finger that is frosty white but i dired out too quickly so if i put on other finger it wont be nice... my friends wh0 are going to see me you will understand.. is a disaster!!!!!! =.=
homework... yes i almost finish all except for bio folio, eng, and moral kerja amal.... the other finish!!! *bangga* ^^ lol......
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Friday, August 14, 2009
14 AUGUST 09
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
10 AUGUST 09
it was a bright sunny Monday morning. as usual, i was at home, skipping school. suddenly, there was an eclipse, and everything went black. we waited for the light to reappear, but it did not. the sun had disappeared.
"AUDREY, hide under the table!" my mum screamed. "But this is not an earthquake MUM!" i yelled back. anyway i cant see anything at all. ECLIPSE.... "BANG!" mum???
"MUM!" i screamed. i saw her laying on the floor under a pillar. blood gushed out from her head. in an instant, her head shrunken and become small and dry (of blood)
immediately, i realized that i in fact hallucinating from the ecstasy pill i took just hours earlier. otherwise, how could you explain the now 3 singing penguins at the corner of the room?
and i doss off after that. i felt that i was being carried by someone and that fella put me down on the bed. i guess is a he because he is using man's perfume. and worst of all it stinks!
i had the shock of my life. my eyes snapped open and when i realised that it was not a dream, i screamed! then, someone slapped me . my cheek burned, me eyes watered. but still i couldn't see his face.
his face was covered with a mask, the kind that people wore when there is a gas leakage. he really looked like a pig. (with the nose with huge nostrils). unfortunately, do not have the opportunity to tease him as i realised that i am in grave danger.
yes, he was about to give me a dozen Viagra pills! who knows what would happen. what with the Ecstasy pills earlier!!
i want to get up and run or scream but i am helpless. but he s a man of my type. big, muscular man. MAN is HOT and SEXY!! ----- (only open to us)
but it does not mean i am in love. it does not mean that i give a damn. i don't care!!
i don't care if my mother yelled at me. i don't care if my father roared at me. i will.... i will...
go ahead and take the pill. I've already taken so many, what's one more pill going to do? give me huge front and back? all the better
Hmm......
i might as well take the whole bottle. take everything in one go. It's not like i will die because of this
i spinned of the cap of the bottle. i gulped down the whole bottle. i felt, the water "sliding" in my throat. my oesophagus ad landed in my stomach. suddenly i felt a sharp pain.
Then, i was growing, all in the wrong places! then again, maybe it's for the greater good. maybe, it wasn't at the wrong places at all.
maybe this s a good thing for me. for the first time i am right! rather than listen to jia e my sister that she thinks she is so fabulous. ME AUDREY will be independent!
i will not care what others think of this. this i will be true to myself.
i grabbed my purse, rushed to the nearby pharmacy and prepared myself for the "BIG SHOPPING" (waste money) of the century
i bought a dozen bottle of Ecstasy, 2 boxes of that box of thing that said... uhh.. strawberry scented
strawberry.... yummy... my favourite smell. and my Ecstasy! i finally got it!!
so i must celebrate of course! lets start by throwing a party!
i phoned my friends in school. from my "bestest friend".... till my archenemy. i invited them all to attend my party
and the party i bombed it! (i don't know how to end it)
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Friday, August 7, 2009
8 AUGUST 09
such a long time since i update my blog.... well ok honestly i don't know how long... but anyway this week is an ok week in school for me... not much of a event in school just that there is this one girl in form 1 that got brain tumour and she is also our school first A(H1N1) case and one of the form 4 already got influenza A... is a very dangerous day these day. is either you get sick or you get hurt in physically or mentally because now there is a lot of "penipu"..... let us pray for them to get well.... anyway this is a wrap up of what happen:
monday
nothing much happen just that first day of school feel a little tired.... done chemistry peka in lab and suppose to do report but i did it on wednesday night not to be more accurate thurday morning and duty in the library...
tuesday
no electricity in the lab!!! suppose to do experiment but cant do because no electricity!! and we stayed in lab can you believe how hot we felt and study in lab?? we are the only class that use the lab... really really hot!! after that is SPBT jamuan.. we ate domino pizzas and got really really fill up and welcoming our new member charl lyn!!
wednesday
done physics experiment. pass up bio peka and book 3... well i don't know we have to pass up book 3 so last minute rush to finish it. and had pbsm jamaun!! at least the food is not that bad.. we have big apple doughnut and buffet style.. spaghetti and fry chicken and some salad???
thursday
rushing to do chemistry peka lab report and pps jamuan. another jamuan with nasi briani (is that how you spell?) and rendang chicken and some sos and watermelon and some syrup drinks... after angel and myself rush to tuition and the class suddenly so pack with humans and imagine the room filled with 80% CO2!!! and the teacher is in an ok mood but someone from the place there piss him off... i felt that martin tuition center is kinda slow because we just finished archemedes principle!!! very very slow.. a lot of new student and i go back alone because jia le dump me... sobs... jkjk
friday
we have to go for bio ceramah how to answer question 3 paper... i tell you is so boring everyone almost felt asleep or finding something else to do... the our "bio teacher" is watching us like every 2 minutes towards the end... i want add maths but pn lim dont know go where and dont know why dont want to teach us and we are stuck there. esther introduce us with a game and we played during accounts class... as in different people and we came up with 3 different story and i will like the first one because it the most our one and the most funny one and full of --- minded one... and also the last one... but i still prefer the first one and mrs. rozario is in an ok mood actually but someone just have to spoiled it and our beloved audrey changed her placed!! NO!! AUDREY!!
this week is a full of jamuan week. i have attend 3 jamuan in 5 days.... but after this no more jamuan already... is a sad thing... maybe one more busy coming event is css mass installation in 2 weeks time and we have to start preparing but usually it will be at the last minute... LOL...
signing off^^
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pictures
i am going to post the picture night dinner pictures and the day that i head home...
the stage with lighting effect.
the performance of that night.
me.. :P most of the time sms-ing audrey
fireworks...
before we head home i took this last snap of the beach.
the last picture...
actually there are lots of picture but i lazy to post it and i am out of photo caption so i just post what i can post only.... hehehehe~~~
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Friday, July 31, 2009
30 JULY 09
its a very very bad luck day for me..... or maybe for my dad and mum too... OUR CAR BROKE DOWN!!! only 1/4 going to reach our home and argh!!! and its the middle of the road too.... and me and my dad have to push the car to the side of the road and haiz.. luckily there is a kind guard from smk jln ipoh help us and he also send us home.... his name is uthman and he is really a nice guy... he say that if he help us now, next time people will help him... here i want to thank him very much!! although he dint read my blog or even know it but thanks... damn la.... and i cant finish my homework because i reached home 9.30 pm and haven't eat dinner!!! deng man and i am not feeling very well... my stomach hurts me and it really really uncomfortable and i dont want to go to school but tomorrow got bio peka and i cant don't go to school if not i die.... die!!! i just really want to rest now and bio??? haiz i am going to school for bio and add maths tomorrow and tata i think my orange will be the biggest orange hehe~~ bout the trip??? i will post that want later because i want to show you all the photo's..
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Monday, July 27, 2009
24 - 26 JULY 09
2) i follow my mum as a company. she go because its her company trip.... hee~~~
now you know the true reason.... wee~~ lots of picture to update..... i took mostly of the scenery and you might not see me featuring so much... hee... i really enjoy myself because this is the only time i no need to go to school and this is also the only time i can enjoy and do NO homework!! wakakakaka..... damn happy... i am also happy because i can go an relax myself too ^^
a long boring journey in the bas
the toilet is in a bad shape too
at last the hotel!!! after 4 1/2 hours of ride
me sweet sweet room and bed!!
random 1
random 2
random 3
dinner hall for the first night. formal night
me :)
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Thursday, July 23, 2009
23 JULY 09
just came back from school. dint manage to go to tuition because i have my very first librarian meeting and same goes to 52 new board of librarians. well they say they only want 45 so they might cut out 7 people and i am so scared of that.. will be one of them??? i don't know yet and wt- say my name for president??? luckily i dint get it if not i will kill that feller in a way. i miss my tuition and my dad is quite piss... he says if this continue then i will be dead and he was like saying good in your physics dy la no need to go arr??? i was like damn.... i will try to arrange with angel to go another class and angle please tell me you can teman me go for another class pls?? by the way this is the new president of librarians....
president: marie
n.president: yun shi
setiausha: felicia
n.setiausaha: firzanah
bendahari: esther
and all the other ajk's and ketua hari.. congrats congrats!!!! but i am really ad that my dad like kill me and now he don't like me to skip tuition... he doesn't like it at all... he says i am wasting money and blah blah blah.... sad.... i have chosen my duty on Monday same with hui pin and chrystine. majority the people duty on Monday i am not that close but that's the only day that i am free... i next year dunno how to die already!!!
1. i have four no five koku activities to attend
2. i don't know how am i going to die for permaianan as all the days have already been filled up.
3. tuition for physics how??
i just need to adjust my time properly and that is hard and next year some more spm... you see how i can die??? of course you cant because you don't know what am i experiencing right now!!! confuse, depress, tired but luckily tomorrow i can have a day off and wee~~ no need to go to school and on Monday damn it's sports talk our class turn.... i very scared they pick my name although the chance for us to getting it is 1/37 and that doesn't count the people that who are going to be absent and i cannot be absent because my duty starts on Monday... i just have to face it and i damn scared lo... i am really really terrified and now how??? that is me now, this month, today!
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Friday, July 17, 2009
17 JULY 09
AT LAST exam is finally OVER!!! i mean it just test 2 but is really a tiring for all of us and i just want to pamper myself the fullest before end year exam?? or spm?? i think both!! but yet another but unexpected time... and i have added one girl ; friend ; human to one of my darlings.. go and check for yourself... i want my bread!! i just want that cute, soft bread... i want to read storybooks!!! more and more and more storybooks!! and early notice, i will be going to kuantan next friday.. wee~~ actually nothing really happens except audrey losses her coolness once and again yup that time we really laugh at her losses her coolnees part as esther say.... i am starting to like philippa gregory because her books are somehow fanstastic in a way....
now i have to rush my homeworks especially moral for SPM!! and lots of other homeworks too!! why did teachers have to give homework??? why cant they just let us students rest??? i am very scared of next week because most probably i will get back my test 2 results which i know i dint do very well and audrey you shut up in a way..... LOL.. btw.. i am just really tired and no mood to do homework... why?? i dont know why and now very little people online too why?? that i also dont know... alas let me rest in peace!!
idontknowhatamicrappingonmyblogjustacrapgua
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Friday, July 10, 2009
11 JULY 09
exam exam exam yet again!!!! will be off for a week till thursday because i dont care about pjk and sivik lol.....lol.....lol.... wish me luck people!!
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Monday, July 6, 2009
7 JULY 09
PTI = parents teacher interview is going on today and luckily my dad came and pick me up early and i am in my grandma house now... wee~~ although i am home early but i dont have any mood to study, i just wana:
1. finish su ann book A.S.A.P because there is lots of books i wana borrow and i am in now
2. i usually last minute study
3. i wana play games!!
4. watch show tvb!!
5. lazy Lazy LAZY and that is the main excuse!!
wana know what miss ma or PN ma say about me?? nothing really..... she just say i am ok and blah blah blah. as usual as a teacher will say because i very good girl want ma... LOL.... jkjkjkjk.. today NO SPBT!! and i really flung me librarian interview yesterday. i told teacher i can go duty any day except one day!! OMG!! but according to angel i can switch day which i am about to do if i can become and most probably cant lo...
cecelia ahern books... i am actually not a fan of hers but since su ann lent me the book i just take and read lo. i am more into Julia Quinn (is dat how you spell?) because is really really hilarious and more to love.... i also want to borrow the other boleyn girl writer book cause her story too is nice ( i dont know her exact name to her spelling cause is damn long)
penyemakan buku for our class is damn fast.. really really fast!! especially the panitia maths... by monday we already got back our maths and add maths book!!! that is fast.. let me tell you... panitia maths teachers are really really hardworking... they are the most hardworking teachers in school i think but other teacher also work very hard but maths department they are Chinese so they have the same thought i have now which is finish the job FAST!! that is why there are fast... i not to day saying other teacher is lazy or whatsoever just that they so things really fast
one last thing exam is next week and i havent touch book yet.. not even one.. who wana die with me?? no one i guess.. and i am still lazy to study.... now i am using my quote for audrey on me
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Saturday, July 4, 2009
4 JULY 09
audrey food. there is rice, chicken, soup, and vege. forgotten what is called.
my food....i almost forgotten to take the photo that is way there is a bite there
jia le food. almost the same like mine but her beef steak
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
30 JUNE 09
SO FAST END OF JUNE ALREADY!!! sobs... and this week is going to be yet another hectic week for me because:
a) penyemakan buku this friday so teachers kinda wana give us more homework for us so that the index will be somehow enough??
b) i am helping pn tan to arrange the tables and chairs for minggu akademik tomorrow
anyway last night i watch the other Boleyn girl movie. its was so sad for mary and somehow yet again her sister like a b---- and the king is a womanizer type like esther said. its a sad story and now i really really wana read the book. i almost cried for mary as her fate is so "cham"
eldest.. sorry esther and audrey for taking so long to read eldest!! i was just busy kinda but since robotics is over i trying to finish it ASAP!! i want brisingr!!!! BRISINGR!! dying for that book so much and 1 tips for audrey buy a nice book for yourself and lent is to me.. LOL
today as a normal routine just that damn lots of homework.... btw i broke some records!! i finish 3 homework out of 5 in school!!!! *bangga* especially physics... i damn bangga for that... LOL... i got kokurikulum today that is SPBT and i pass up my librarian form with xin yong and yun shi. hope i can get la but my instinct tell i i wont get it cause a lot of smarter and had become before people is going for that interview. sad
i cant concentrate do my homework cause the computer is on and i cat resist the temptation!! arghh as usual and the week after next is our ujian 2 and i dint touch any books!! i think i dont plan to anyway cause i am busy and lots of temptation around me!! argh!!
lastly i hope i can make it through!!
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Friday, June 26, 2009
26 JUNE 09
HARI ANUGERAH CEMERLANG.... a day for CBN'ers to celebrate our good academic results.... i went to school today to get my certificate for my PMR results and i though they will give us some voucher and stuff but they give us a plag (dunno how 2 spell)...damn K------- la.... no words could fill that up... last year still got voucher but this year.... haiz *shake head* anyway i get to take some photos but not many that i expected to take cause i want to take more but i balik early with mey ling so i only can get some that i manage... and if you wana take the photos take from here...
hui pin is putting contact lens for her performance later.. its hard!!
the stage FOR TODAY... see the things there?? i say i don't really like the backdrop though
esther and me.. too bad my camera snap picture really slow and esther is about to talk to me actually.....
me and chrystine a.k.a cy....we are from CBN1 and ex-w'er
en hui and me.... she says she is not photogenic well i tell you NOW that i look uglier than you ok?? you look CUTE!!! lol
tula with her pose... abit like statue of liberty but not really
me and mey ling = current and now
the W'er.. me, mey ling and sze kay
me and pikki = the unions
me an pikki my new classmate for year 09/10
SURPRISE FOR MEY LING!!
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mey ling dint really expect this is coming...
and lastly......
me and the B'ees chiu yee, me and hui pin
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